im sorry but im just thinking of the right words to say
I think I am going to go back to my old self. Detach emotions from everyone and everything in my life. I will be a lot happier that way. I need to just learn how to not care. Ive done it before, so I know I can do it, but I love being open and telling people exactly whats on my mind. But apparently that gets me nowhere but hurt. And makes me a weak person, which is the last thing I want to be.